Yea its true, everything just decides to get more and more sucky latley. And yes I feel that I must annoy the few of you who will read this with it all muahahahaha! though some of you have heard these rants before, this is just a more concise version of all of it.

Well first of all as far as my sickness goes about two weeks ago I started getting nauseous every time I ate, at the end of week two I started not being able to keep food down. That Saturday I went to my general doc and she gave me some pills that helped the throwing up. Unfortunately i couldnt talk to my special doc who has me on all my CFS meds that were most likely the cause of this till Monday... that meant no solid food till then. But im better now at least, he figured out what was wrong and fixed it. Im still really tired, sleeping about 18 hours a day. Today was the only day this week I was able to get out of the house, have i mentioned i hate living in this house. Not for normal family reasons I like my parents and brother... its my grandma who lives with us that makes me want to pull my hair out... but thats a whole other rant in itself.

Ok next lets see... well theres something I cant talk about here, those of you who know what it is will get why, but its something that has been really stressing me out. If you wanna ask me privately go ahead and ill tell ya if I can. (that is if you wanna know... hehe)

And I guess the last thing is that we took my cat Mittens into the vet today. Hes the first real pet that I ever had, I know im a stupid emotional over clingy chick but hes really special to me. Theres just something about him, whenever I get pushed so far over the edge i just dont want to keep going, I go out and he comes right over and sits down in my lap and starts purring. Well today we took him in because he has lost a lot of weight and his breathing was labored. The doctor said he had fluid on his lungs, which could mean one of two things he has a lung infection... or a tumor. The tests they did today proved it wasn't an infection, but it didnt prove it was cancer either. So we have to wait for some more tests to get back... but it dosnt look good... so yea im sad. And yes he is old, probably about 14 but still its hard especialy given everything else thats going on.
at least hes still happy and not in pain or anything.... well thats all for now... im off to try and find something to distract myself with.

update 4/19/08
The Vet called today, and it is definitely Cancer. He said it is very possible that it will go very quickly and suspects he has a week or two left.


4/28/2008

R.I.P Mittens Price